My First Crush..

I had my first crush when I was 16 years old.At the moment I was in form four.The boy that I had crush was the new student at my school.First I saw him at the canteen,his look was very cute,handsome and charming for me.It is because his face look like a japanese actor in the tv.His look exactly like Takeshi Kanishiro.Everyday I saw him at my school,we always walk between each other.I always looked at him,he does'nt looked at me.It make me felt dispointed.I felt so sad and then I don't want to know about him anymore.But,one day suddenly I saw him infront of me.I told myself not to looked at him.I control my eyes not to looked at him,suddenly I hear someone talked to me.I felt so shocked because the person that talked to me was that boy!!I felt so excited on that moment,but I had to control myself.I looked at hs face,my heart cannot stop beating very fast.I think as fast sa cheetah,huhu..He told me that my shirt was wet at the buttock area.I felt so ashamed and it make me hate of him.And then,if I saw him at my school,he always smile at me.His smile looked like to insinuate me.I don't like him anymore!!Want to throw away his face far away like in the shrek story in my mind.From that day,if we are saw each other we always quarrelsome.Weird,God always met me with him,everywhere I go there must be always I must looked at his face.It make me annoyed when I saw him.At my school,I joined the sport for my school for the MSSD.He also joined it,I want to cry because I will saw him again.I felt so tired quarrel with him.On the MSSD,I felt so bored because always must looked at him again.I don't want to crush him anymore,but he always there where ever I go.So curious right,but that was the truth...